igreenfinches. i am currently, as i write, 19 years, 5 months, and 128 days old. i am also currently full of applesauce.
about me:
i live in tivoli.ilovit here. my favorite colour is purple, im attending columbia- greene as an english major, and i dont capitalize or punctuate in a web situations unless i deem it worthy.
i love Jesus. other things i love include ribbons, lights, my best friends, my boyfriend josh, sharpies and other art materials, fantasy, writing, hot choalte, photography, glass, perfume, keys, cooking, and fashion.
im a generally relaxed person, although i do have things that irk me.
im rather adventurous if i can.
my family eats together or not at all.
with that being said, im going to cheat and give you my "16 things" from my facebook.
1-first of all, i learn by colour. i love colours. even though my room is black and purple now, it used to be like, every colour. than i decided that was too broad a scope, so i changed in to springs. and my room looked like a sprite bottle. than i changed it to what it is now. its gorgeous. you should really be jealous. i just am attracted to it. i have prisms in my room and crystls and glitter and its just so dang pretty. so yea, fact number one is i really like colours. ha.
2- i form attatchments really easily. some people i feel really close to for no reason. you might be one of these people if weve only talked a few times and i come to you like youre one of my best friends.
3- im just one of those kids that doesnt need anything to have a good time. i can entertain myself. and i dont need to be dirty. im so pure its not even funny. and if you make references, i might not get them. thats how clean i am :] we dont party and get wasted. we have what daytop calls, sober fun. and its better than drunk "fun". it forces us to actually be comedic and witty. we go on grand adventures and have a blasty blast and we dont need a krutch to do it!
4- i love being literate. its seriously my favorite things ever. im gonna be an author. childrens and teen fantasty and adventure. in that general category. i jsut get ideas like mad and i have to write about it. do you see how my posts are really long? i cant help but write. lee says its a thing some people have that they NEED to write. its like a disorder or soemthing.(see fact6) yeah. well i have it. i write everywhere. mostly on my blackberry,aka, my wrist. so i wanna be a writer when i grow up haha. but i also love casting. you know, putting faces to names. sometimes for my books ill use celebritys. but mostly, i use real people. so if youre friends with me youre in danger of me using your face.
5- the fact of kayla and her musical tastes. i dont care for genres. i can say i like pop music fine, but hellogoodbye and fergie are different! i hate fergie bou tey wah.(see fact10) now i basically like everything but country and rap. but like i said, i dont like genres, i like SONGS. because all songs are different. (which bou tey wah im not musically inclined at all.) so i like songs from the jonas brothers, and demon hunter, and acceptance, and s3rl, and other names i cant even pronounce (because i like foreign music). i mostly listen to screamo,rocks, technos, classical music, and foreign. but my ulitmate favorite is orchestra rock. songs like untouched by the veronicas, viva la vida by coldplay, rebirthing by skillet, and things from onerepublic, are great examples. music moves me. i have playlist for all emotions i can feel and i even make soundtrack to my books (see fact4).
6- negative areas. some ive gotten rid of like scholiosis. but some ill have forever. i have situational depression. i get depressed for no reason, or small reasons, and my entire day is ruined. i have a writting disorder that i need to write in order to function. i think i just think tooo much and have way too many opinions to handle it all in my head. so i have to have some sort of creative outlet (see fact15). i have a.d.d. which means i cant pay attention. my attention is...defisitted. hahha. theres alot of jokes about a.d.d kids and everyone thinks they have it, like its some big joke. but in all seriousness, a.d.d is hard. and if you REALLY have it you know what i mean. alot of people just have lack of control and allow themselves to be distracted and are lazy. but if you can sit in the quietest room with nothing to look at your mind would go nutce (see fact10) thinking of random things like rakes and the amazon. basically, its like your mind is a tv, and someone else has the remote. and when youre being distracted, you dont know youre being distracted. another problem i have is i dont get enough oxygen to my brain. i mean, i get enough to live, but my systems shut down. so when you see me staring off into space, im either really just looking around thinking which is what it usually is, but if my eyes wont move and i look spacey, it means im having one of those staring problems. dont not wave your hand in fron of me that pisses me off. (see point13) the only way to get rid of it is if i overcome myself and make myself yawn.i have a lack of potassium in my system. this means that sometimes i am paralyzed because my muscles literally dont work. youll never know when im having an attack because i cant even speak. and my face gets all contorted. usually the cramps are in my legs. its similar to a charlie horse, but its so much worse because it effects my whole body. and it hurts so so much worse. i cant eat alot of foods. my stomach is small and very picky. i have to be very careful about when and what i eat. like i cant have butter after 9:15pm or ill get sick. and i cant eat alot of food or ill get sick. alot of foods just look too sick for me. thats why at school i can just look and be like, okay todays a rice day. which is what i eat everyday ahaha. i also have some digestive issues. my acids not strong enough or something. hah. so i dont need to eat much becuase my body is still working on what i had for lunch. (++rice, reeces, and ritz!++) my body has really random rules. like i could never trade bodies with anyone becuase my body needs alot of work. haha. like i cant use teh same shampoo twice in a row or else my hair will get all avo scaggs( see point 10). and i cant eat foods that are the same colour or ill get sick. like orange juice and goldfish= no. not only cant i eat alot of foods, im picky. im a total food snob. i wont eat your food its probably icky. haha. my house is totaly organic. so your slop wont do. so if you couldnt connect the dots, i dont eat much. but i do pee alot. ALOT. like every hour.
7- ready for this thing? i both am very concieded and i have low self esteem. i love me. and i love all of me. except when im dumb. i love talking about myself. if you couldnt tell by this super long TAG thing. haha wow this is actaully really long isnt it? i told you i like writting. haha. anyways, i love it when people talk about me, and to me, and im pretty selfish and i need alot of attention. but i also have low self esteem. for example. i honestly dont think im very smart. im pretty slow. i dont have common sense, or i do and i dont use it. i know im not pretty, but i also know im not ugly. i understand that im too much for msot people to handle. even though i wanna have the attention, i know why i dont get it... so its like, i like me, but i think you wont.
8- i love love love movies. except scary ones. or inapropriate ones. but other than that i LOVE movies. i watch them all the time. my favorite movie is stardust. and my favorite disney movie is aladdin or sleeping beauty....or beauty and the beast! hahah stop me please. i love old disney movies. not disney channel ones. and i love tim burton anyhting. what a great man! yay! so yeah im one of those people that just goes out and buys a bunch of food and watches movies all night. (see number16).
9- i dont have "collections" but i do see patterns in my room. like i have a box of feathers. i also have alot of glass jars. i collect water because im afraid of fire. in those jar i have a collection of rocks, in water. i collect silica gel. i collect snapple bottles. i have alot of foreign coins. prisms. rhinestones. and most everything i collect is in a jar.
10- fake words.i make up words all the time. (avo scaggs means crazy.nutce means nuts, only spelled wrong, squeeg is not being able to take nursing activities. like needles and bruises and blood.. hott pants., bou tey wah, etc.) i just dont feel the english language has all the words i need so i make my own up. i could learn another language i guess, but that wont help with communication unless everyone else learns it too. and im terrible at languages lol. i really like what enya does. she knows so many languages she just mixes them all up together. i think thats what heavens gonna be like. just everybody knows all the words and whatever goes best you say. yeah im nutce, but i like it.
11- i love other cultures. i want to travel everywhere. itll be amazing. and i play civilization 3 alot. (along with other little kid games (see fact14) :] MAN i can talk about me ALL DAY!!) yeah i dont know what else to say abotu this point. its pretty much simple.
12- i love animals. esp bats and lemurs. maybe its just the big eye thing. also wolves, foxes, snow leopards, and red pandas. but i have alot of animals at home. 3 cats, 7 fishies!! degus, prarie dog, 3 snakes, bearded dragon, and my sister. baha jk. ready for names? you have to be able to at least recognize my fish names. theyll be in CAPS. marcy, cleo, zoe, BRUCE, WILLY WONKA, PEEKO, KONAI, REMUS, JACCOBY, PELL, dexture, dennis, linus! <3, jag (mick jagger), sid, roger, horatio, beanz jk. i put them in order of what i named so there you go :]
13- it really pisses me off when im ignored and when im interrupted. if im upset the underlying root cause is either one of these. like being abandoned. and that because that goes along with ignoring me. if im talking to you and you make no signal that youre listening ill get pissed and i just wont talk to you or tell you things anymore. if im talking and you interrupt me, i usually forget my train of thought and that frustrates me so bad i get really annoyed. thats inturuption. but i forgive mad easy and i really really cant be angry at you very long. im pretty much just angry until you see what you did wrong or i need you for something.
14- im a little kid at heart. everyone tells me i act like a 7 year old. i love games like frogger and revolt and winners circle. and i cant play big kid games like halo and WoW. i daydream and i still make forts. i get excited about games like uno and i love to colour. (see points 1 and 15). i dance in my underwear and i eat cereal at rediculous hours. the only tv i watch is cartoons. i still buy barbie furnature because i think it looks cool, even though i dont play with it. i love shiny. i play with chalk and run around and yell with my sister (not at her! :o noo) and play germ at midnight(we run around our town, its like manhunt but with team increasing.) and okay well you get the picture.
15- drawing. i love to draw. and i love taking pictures. so that art and fauxtography. i dont care that im not good, but i try to be. and what ive done im really proud of. if im showing it to you its either ebcause im really proud or because i just want you to say its good. if i dont think its good enough i really wont show you. and as i get old i get better because my brain is expanding, but the stuff i drew im still proud of. i do alot of abstract designs and lettering. ive been told id be a good tattoo artist but im mad squeeg( see fact10) and pictures are fun. yayy. of me or of anything.
16- im completely nocturnal. i can stay up all night and sleep all day. but i dont becuase the rest of the world doesnt work that way. :[ i get more energetic at night and am more spontaneous. during the day im lazy and do calmer things. at night ill go have mini raves and play germ. (see fact14). and i think mornings look disgusting. the only morning ive ever seen be cool is the scene where caspian is running away from the castle. thats it.
well, there i am. :D
Labeth
ps: ill explain igreenfinches in a bit.
