obsessions can be healthy if you have it in proper amounts.

so i forgot to tell you about my obsessions. well, i didnt forget, i just didnt describe to you how i was obsessed.

first of all (first of all, why do i start every post with first of all?) super junior m's new song called Perfection (too perfect) and i couldnt describe it better myself. this song is the excitement i get when i close my eyes and i see a colour that no one else sees. its how i feel at the darkening hour when you get so excited you cant function like normal. this is how i smell the rain. this is my night sky. this is the feeling i get when i connect things and form a thought. yes. its that intense. the video is in my previous post so just scroll down a bit.

secondly, but not of lesser value, keep your head down by tvxq. i CANNOT find a ringtone of this song anywhere. but thats besides the point. my real point is that just by watchingthis video, i created an entire novella of ideas. the song inpires me to do absolutely everything (except for psych homework which is due in 2 minutes and i havent started becuase i straight up dont want to.) this song touched every book idea i had swimming around in my head and made them sensible, usable, and connected. i will thank this song at the beginning of my book. (btw, its itunes play count is already at 106 and its not even off my "now" playlist. ill give you the final count in print.

thirdly (because if you dont have three points in any discussion, than what you say doesnt have enough proof and is not reliable) i am also a bit obsessed (ew. i wrote obeese by accident) with samurai warriors 3. and deer dancer brownies. oh and 30 day picture album quizzes.
as for things i just bought, i bought a black table, a smoothie cookbook, a chocolate cookbook, arabian nights, starchild book one, hxh27, how to get published, immortals, wake, and sea of monsters.
thats just a slice of kayla. hope you can swallow it. haha